She is nineteen, but she loves him. He is sixty four, a widower, with two children half the globe away.
She packs her little belongings and goes to meet him. She is labelled a gold digger. A prostitute. An uncontented witch.
"She is under a curse, a curse to chase after men old enough to birth her father."
She does no expect people to understand. It took heavy convincing before Ional agreed she was not out if her mind to reciprocate the attraction.
In a letter to her sister, Kamaria says:
I love him. I know this makes you and the rest of the
family disappointed in me, but I never obliged you to
understand. I do not want to know, or care, what people say, but a part of me wants to scream in the streets, " Stop judging me because I live with an old man."
Mother cursed me, didn't she? Well, her curse did not stay, because happiness is yet to leave me. Tell her I am happy here, full and content. If she turns her blessings to curses again, it will heap on her head, because I did her no wrong. I was not there to tell her not to marry our father.
You said you want to visit. I cannot allow you to. I cherish the bubbled privacy Ional and I have. If you visit, mother will visit, father will visit, the devils will visit. You must wonder what I do. I attend a part time sewing program. Ional goes to the library, I draw, he paints, we have a picnic on the balcony, we go fishing (I caught eight mackerels last week!). In the evenings he plays the piano, while I sing a good song. We live these days like they will be our last.
Send me a reply so I will know you are still alive.
With nonchalance,
Kamaria.
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